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Tumblr Thursday, June 23, 2011 // 11:23 PM
Hi. I'm moving back to tumblr so it's easier to reblog pics. Hehe. fathairybananas is still the url :):) Labels: tumblr revival MILLIONS Wednesday, June 22, 2011 // 4:57 PM
Later in the day:  WHY CAN'T THIS BE MY ROOM  Omg! I wanna sleep here once in my life too!! Freaking cosy?!   Pweedy cupcake.    ~ Earlier in the day:  K my other post failed so I deleted it (waste of time -.-) but here's a pic of me studying halfway then getting distracted by my millions. Going dindin with chickie and raebie later. Yay!! Been craving for some succulent fish from...Manhattan Fish market! Grubbing now. Mnm's. Im so unhealthy why are you doing this to yourself clara. stop it. ok last one. Labels: sweet Animal Monday, June 20, 2011 // 11:20 PM
Hello. I am posting again because demanding little Gabriel is making me do so. So today went to school for Math remedial, but not before meeting up at Macs in the morning. Omg I was so exhausted by the time I reached home to get ready for tuition at pp. Thank goodness momsy came home in time to send me for tuition. If not I would've fainted on the way to tuition la. Slept in the supershortcarride. Yes. That's how zonked out I was. Then when I reached pp, it was time for tuition alr but I was suuuuperbly tired so I sat at Macs outside to take a nap. HAHA. Aiya, hobo la. But couldn't tahan. And besides, princess alexis told me he was going to be late YET AGAIN. So yea lo. Oh yes, I was rushing for tuition because I thought my mum couldn't send me so I ate half a dinner. HAHA. Ok don't scold me ah. When I came home, I ate another half of dinner. And fruits! Yums. Haha ok lousy post for today cuz I'm busy on msn. And gab, I dun see a very good post from you also. Very lousy. So here's a lousy post in return since this is a 'race'. HAHA. kk BYEBYE PEEPIES. Here we are again I feel the chemicals kickin' in It's gettin' heavier I wanna run and hide I wanna run and hide Labels: animal Oh oh, I want somemore Sunday, June 19, 2011 // 5:34 PM
HI (veryfew) PEEPS. GUESS WHAT TIME IS IT! Well you'll prolly not know so I should just go ahead and tell you that it's------ ZOMBIE CHEWS TIME!!(refer to 2nd pic) k not many ppl read my blog so I guess I can post retarded pics of me. Below is a pic of me scratching my head while waiting for my Zombie Chew to defrost (I put it in the fridge and it usually gets real hard so gotta kinda 'defrost'. HAHA) Sooo anyway, today I realised I could win the award for being one of the stupidest people on the planet. I've been kind of fretting about why one of my pw group mates hasn't been replying me for a week already and THEN.....AFTER DAYS OF SMSING HER..AND FINALLY CALLING HER TODAY......................... ...............I realised I had been smsing her house phone. And so my friends, if ever a day I go up to you and ask you "WHY YOU NEVER REPLY ME?!?!", please remind be about this incident. It'll prolly be the reason why. Because nobody will purposely ignore me right!??! Hehehe *angelic smile* Ok except some idiots-whose-phone-got-problem-then-still-don't-want-to-service-it such as Alexis. Today before tuition I smsed him just to let him know that there's tuition today just in case he's in Singapore. He smses me AFTER tuition asking me what time is it -.- noobsinlifeihavetodealwith. Ok anw today I was like some aunty again da-paoing wantons and soup at the hawker. Then when I drank it finish at home, I was like some bloated pufferfish which could barely move. Even slouching my back was an issue. So I lay down on the carpet waiting for the soup to go to my bladder so I could flush it out of my system by sheesheeing. HAHAH. K ya but now my stomach has made way for better things such as Zombie Chews which explains why I'm eating it now. I've set the candle+aroma going in my room. Wawa so romantic. Ok no just to make my room smell nice. Need to buy new scented candles!! Keep forgetting. ):< YUP. aaaaand...that's it! byebye!  Erm k i didn't notice this earlier on but as you can see, I'm sitting like a trishaw rider again.  WHOO ZOMBIE CHEWS! Daddy bought for me yest :D Labels: zombie chews Chance and apathy Saturday, June 18, 2011 // 11:53 PM
 papa day 'card' :D GO SEE MY FACEBOOK PROFILE PIC AHAHA. I TOOK IT AFTER I TOOK THE PHOTO ABOVE. im such a freak omg. Labels: photobooth Then Friday, June 17, 2011 // 12:14 AM
Was sifting through my old blog posts..and.. "These few days have been pretty alright I guess. been sick and stuff, but I'm better now. fever's gone. Was doing some thinking just now. It's pretty sad how er, things change so fast. I mean, one day replaying a certain memory or thinking of someone special brings a smile to your face, the next, it ends up with tears crawling down your cheeks. Cause you know that in time to come, or perhaps even at present, all that's left is memories. Memories that once brought happiness which now brings heartache and tears. Well, yea. So basically, I'm trying to get over that. It's sad. cause life's like that. People are born with problems and obstacles. It's inevitable. But if you could change that, and try to make it work for the better, would you? But sometimes you don't have a choice when the situation requires two hands to clap. Because if one's not willing, the other has nothing left to do." . July 30th 2009. Wow...I've come a long long way :) And here's another one: October 28 2008 My aunt says my bro and I look especially skinny today. HAHHA. It's skinny day! And what the heck, my brother is like 50+ kg now...So anorexic for a boy. HAHA. the other day alexis told me he's 60kg+ of MUSCLE load. wow. my ass. hahah. so skinny and tall. when we were 12 he was 172cm now he said he's 186cm. HOWCOMEBOYSGROWSOMUCH within the same period of time as girls?! Omg I think I've stopped growing?!?! Shit. Nevermind. This is fate. I must accept this. Maybe I might lead a terrible life should I grow any taller. AHHAHAH. okok positive thinking. --- HAHA OMG CLARA YOU WISE LITTLE THING. I was so wise back then! Bad things will happen to me if I grew any taller! hahahaha GENIUS THEORY. PS, WHY DOES ALEXIS HAVE INTERNET IN TURKWHATEVER COUNTRY?! BS. HE SAYS HE'S IN A TENT WTF? Labels: :O These are the things I can do without Thursday, June 16, 2011 // 11:04 PM
Hey. Feelings for the day? How about nothing. I'm just..idk. Numb. Been trying to feel complete again. Like, I don't feel like I have something to fight for everyday :/ Apart from studying. Which, really, just makes things worse. Sometimes I consume myself in trying to study to run away from everything else. Is turning back time good? Should I even be wishing for it. Would fate have its way yet again or perhaps I could have more control over the events of my life. I just felt more complete back then. Especially in KC. You can run from love And if it's really love it will find you Catch you by the heel But you can't be numb for love The only pain is to feel nothing at all.. ...like this? -LATER-  Omg. Give me a bed like this. I will NEVEREVEREVER wake up. Please God please let me spend one day in my dreams or something on this bed. ~ I'm always doubting myself. Like Copeland would tell me, "I'm in love with my doubt". Because Sometimes I see no end to this. No outcome. Futile. Like I'm searching for something that isn't there. Then if one day I do realize that maybe, really, this won't amount to anything. Trust me when I say I searched far enough. I was so sure back then Now it's just in p i e c e s all scrambled with some lost. Because, images - they still bring me back to a time.. Labels: sian Something in the air Tuesday, June 14, 2011 // 11:47 PM
Just bathed. Feeling fresh~ haha. Studied today. In school. Covered abit of SEA. Never thought the day I touched my SEA books during the holidays would come. :P Well, I'm tired now. Had tuition. I didn't want to wait for alexis to settle his admin stuff at tuition then as I was about to walk out the door, ryan called me a bad friend. LOL. so I stayed -.- the guys are so full of shit. haha. Ok anyway..I guess there's nothing left to say. Only this moment Holds us together Lost in confusion Feelings are out there Scared of devotion Doubting intentions Deep down inside I know our love will die PS SCARED I CAN'T SLEEP TONIGHT! -_- Havent been falling asleep easily maybe it's cuz of my body clock idk Labels: tired Vain // 12:10 AM
K this is retarded but I'm currently online in a SERIOUS discussion with alexis about which facebook photos he looks nice in. the descriptions I'm giving range from hansum cute to GANGSTER siol!!! hahahahahha. like srsly. stupid gangster face. haha gab also changed his pp. action la all these guys hahahahha kk jk. Ok I have been eating unhealthy snacks around midnight for the past few days. Let me see myself get fat. Bye. Labels: photo Miss my friendssss Saturday, June 11, 2011 // 9:33 PM
Omg haha before anything... CAMEL!! I miss having you by my side in class so much :( Your video made my day hahah freaking cute eh you. I'll never forget all the fun times we had in KC, srsly nothing in TJ can compare to all the joy and infinite amount of laughter we shared la!! Lovee you soooo much k keep your chin up and I'll keep mine up too :) JC life can be a bitch but we'll get through it anyhow. Meet up soon kkk :):) Miss you!!! -Today- Met up with Chick and Rae rae at the library to "study" then we headed to PP for dinner. :) Realised how much I miss school(as in the people, not the lessons -.-) We couldn't really get much done because we were busy catching up with one another. Fun la, can't wait for Tue/Fri? :D oh yea and wenrui was at the library too. -.- Small world? Lol! Overall, I guess, today was pretty satisfying. Considering I at least touched my books. Yes. And omg, I filed my math stuff until it's all so organized now! So proud of myself. Clara, you deserve a pat on the back!! HAHAHHAHA. Ok.... Moving on.... quite tired now but I'll try to complete..it... :P PS, Double tuition tmr. SIANAGE! ~MUCH LATER~ Omg. 2 days. I did a simple one. Hope it's nice :) Labels: studying .. Friday, June 10, 2011 // 11:12 PM
"Don't fall for someone just because they give you attention. Wait for someone who truly understands you." So can it be. That this might happen. Because I want to know what I feel. Sometimes I don't even take a moment to consider my emotions. Recently S helped me open up. But it's not enough. What I need is time, I think. But then, how much time? How is it we're never sure of such things. Is it really this complicated or am I being overly cautious. *thought bubble goes poof* Idk..sigh. Doesn't feel fair to make someone wait. Then again it's not fair of me to make a short-term decision and hurt the other in the long-term right? It's a crucial 2 years for me. And I need focus. Not on such things. But my studies. Yes. So should I just put this aside? Like I always do. What if it eats into me. What if something happens then.. I'm getting tired. Labels: - Know your name // 11:00 PM
Are the details in the fabric Are your thoughts results of static cling? Are the things that make you blow Hell, no reason, go on and scream If you're shocked it's just the fault Of faulty manufacturing. Labels: lyrics OMG! // 8:37 AM
ADSKJHFASHFJKAHDKFDS ECONS LESSON AND GPP CONSULTATION CANCELLED. Last minute! Omg I had a missed call from Mr T when I woke up..should have guessed that he was gonna cancel it la!! I sprayed my Dove, heated up my eggtarts all already then I got a text saying it's cancelled. Second time this June hols. Oh yea, what's more, the friendly match is cancelled too. So today is just gonna turn out to be a slack day for me cuz I'm going out later~~!! Whee! Ok la at least I get to sleep in now..So.. I shall retreat back to my comfy comfy bed. :) Labels: lesson cancelled Words fall through me Thursday, June 09, 2011 // 10:34 PM
Hallo there. Okay so my life is boring almost every post has the word "tuition" in it, but yes, I had tuition again today. Yest was Econs crash course today's is my normal Math tuition. But it's actually a crash course now so it's twice a week instead of one. Tuition was fun today heh. Alexis came back!! That idiot omg finaaally. His camp ended today so he was quite tired. Hence, I took the opportunity to disturb him but I put myself at risk because his reactions were violent ):< So bad this person. K anyway, then like, talked to the 2 other guys in tuition today Ryan and Elias. Lol they're funny people. Rly small world eh, they know alot of the people Alexis and myself know. So gossiped abit. I think I should learn to pay attention more in tuition :P K so moving on, today hasn't been a super fruitful day in the sense that I've only covered abit of Intl history. I didn't sleep well last night so was quite lethargic the entire day. Hence I had 2 afternoon naps hehehe. Wa damn I sound damn lazy. Ok shit I really need to get back on track into my Olevelish studying mood. No wait, not olevel. My prelim studying mood!! Yes. We'll see how that turns out. Anw, quite sian now. My phone's really quiet tonight. Haha. Ok..oh well. I guess that'll be it for today then.. :) We're one mistake from being together But let's not ask why it's not right You won't be seventeen forever And we can get away with this tonight PS I've been waiting for the right age to relate to that song. :) Seventeen Forever by Metro Station Labels: tuition fun Sick Wednesday, June 08, 2011 // 10:45 PM
Training today, then rushed for econs tuition. Had to limp *quickly* back home cause of my screwed up knee. Came back home, rested, then went out for a nice dinner with mummy at my fav thai restaurant :) Fell sick though, like from the cab ride onwards. Ugh idk why. Think the cab got like virus somewhere. Took drowsy medicine kind of feeling the effects now. Lethargy setting in...ehhh :/ Anw, tuition tmr. And Alexis is finally coming back. Yay! Company :D The tuition admin person asked me when he's coming back..see la..gone for so long. Tsk. Ok well. That's all I really have to say for now anyway. I'm always in my shell...haha.. Some kind of secret I will share with you Labels: tired When the going gets tough.. Tuesday, June 07, 2011 // 11:22 PM
Rethinking my choices. Anw, watching nigahiga never fails to cheer me up when I'm sad or just tired. Funnyyy :D Labels: youtube I need some sleep. Monday, June 06, 2011 // 10:29 PM
Hi. Ok sorry my fonts have been so inconsistent idk what the shit is up. Anw.. I'm quite bushed now. Had floorball training this morning which was strangely exceptionally tiring this time round. Then studied with Gab at pp till econs tuition time. Not exactly VERY productive today but more productive than the other time I studied w him haha -_- Andd, today I was at tuition ALONE. Because Mr AAVTYX ABANDONED ME. Walao. And he's coming back then going off overseas again. I told him to feel guilty about it then he gave me another inspirational quote of his again(where the hell does he get so many). So.. I should be hitting the showers now but I'm lazy like that and I always dilly dally.. Tomorrow will be the first weekday during this June hols whereby I DON'T have to wake up so early!! Yay!!! And I'm finally having a free day. Well, if you exclude Math tuition tmr from 7-9. K, I need to go bathe. Bye! Just a some song lyrics to end with :) Nothing special; just the usual To say what I need to say But I'm quite sure that you'll tell me Just how I should feel today Blue Monday by Flunk Labels: long day Sharings Friday, June 03, 2011 // 11:42 PM
Alexis just shared this with me on fb cuz I was feeling like shit: So true la. ;D Labels: random Last day of school Friday, May 27, 2011 // 8:10 PM
Hello. Last day of school today. Went quite well. Had 2.4 in the morning, I didn't know I could still manage 11mins even without track and field. :P Haven't been up to running lately. So..Gotta turn in early today cause tomorrow it's rise and shine early in the morning for the 3on3 thingy. Why's it have to be soooo farrrr :( Anw..chilling in my room right now. Took a nap on the couch just now cause I was soo tired. Cookie was being retarded sitting on the piano chair when I awoke. wth. lol. Suffered terrible cramps just now like SUDDENLY out of the blue. Didn't get cramps the whole day then suddenly when I was playing Candy Mix on my bed I suffered intense cramps. The kind where you just wanna roll on the floor and die. hahaha. K shall ask Chick now if she wants to watch Kung Fu Panda 2 tmr!! hehehe IM LIKE mfing DYING TO WATCH IT!!!! That's all for today! ta~~~ PS omg I'm so gay I like the song Heartbeat by Enrique Iglesias :P *not the song below So she throws him at the wall and kisses burn like fire, And suddenly he starts to believe He takes her in his arms and he doesn't know why, But he thinks that he begins to see Labels: neutral |
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