So can it be. That this might happen. Because I want to know what I feel. Sometimes I don't even take a moment to consider my emotions. Recently S helped me open up. But it's not enough. What I need is time, I think. But then, how much time? How is it we're never sure of such things. Is it really this complicated or am I being overly cautious. *thought bubble goes poof* Idk..sigh. Doesn't feel fair to make someone wait. Then again it's not fair of me to make a short-term decision and hurt the other in the long-term right? It's a crucial 2 years for me. And I need focus. Not on such things. But my studies. Yes. So should I just put this aside? Like I always do. What if it eats into me. What if something happens then..

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